There’s never a day that passes that I never doubt my decisions. There are also times where I don’t wanna think about it anymore. I try to escape and leave is for tomorrow but when tomorrow comes I’m never ready to face the truth. Hanging out with friends, volunteering, schoolwork, books, videos. I’d use anything to keep me away from these thoughts. The last thing I wanna do is face myself. I can’t be honest with myself. I want to start new but I can’t save myself from the life I’m leading now so how can I start over?